Wow, the sun is really in my face. The days here have been as gloomy as I've been feeling. Yesterday I was talking with my husband and discussing how I've been feeling, physically. I've gained 20lbs in 4 months. That's huge!!! Especially since it took me 7 year to gain 25 after we first met.
I know everything that I'm doing wrong. I don't eat right, at all. I haven't been exercising, at all. I don't get enough sleep. This is not just effecting my weight. I've been allowing it to effect me and my family. The most important thing I have in my life. It would be one thing if it was just me. But my poor babies don't get out, don't get to run around and explore. And my older monsters get a half a$$ mom. :/
It seems as if I've been waiting for me to get motivated. But why? Why should I wait? Am I anything less than I want for my kids? No! Of course not.. I always tell my boys. "With every choice there's a sacrifice and/or consequence" and "No one can change you but you"..
I'm not waiting anymore. No one's force feeding me or holding me down. It's just me.
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