It's harder than it looks.  I started the Live below the line today.  I have absolutely everything that I need.  Thinking about everyone that has to lice on so little.  I was once there and made it by but this is different.  It's heartbreaking.  You see everyone.  Notice all the little looks from those who are hungry or don't have something that you have.  Its only 11;30 and I can't wait until lunch. Apple it is. But at least I can have something for dinner with the family that is a bit hardier. 

Time is too short with so many options.  I don't even feel as if I'm stuck but just wanting to try everything.  absolutely Everything.  Signing, CDF, CDFP, mom, wife, educator. Well, all moms are educators. I know what ever I do for now, my children know that it is so I can move forward to my dream. Dreams take time sometimes.  They are never lost just put on hold sometimes.

     It's just one of those days.  I have a million and one things on my mind and have no idea where to start.  I scanned the computer just doing my random checks for work, applications, travel costs, brushing up on my sign language.  Watching a Signing Time Video with my son which is always fun. For some reason I got on an IQ kick.  Just curious what mine was.   I never took one or anything like it.  It turns out that I have an IQ in the higher average area.  I'm not bothered by that at all.  I never thought of myself super smart or even of lower inelegance, just practical when need be.  Maybe one day when I'm 150 I'll qualify for  Mensa, but until then I will continue being me and see myself in a higher light than before.  I found a lot of puzzles and mazes that are awesome Krazy Dad's maze book are unique in my eye.  Fun for the kids and yes hard enough to hold an adults attention. Apparently he has done a lot of work in various fields and has been generous enough to generate these for personal or school use.
    

6mo. already

Wow. time flies so fast.  It didn't seem that long ago that I was riding my Pake fixie.  Yes, as crazy as it was, while pregnant. But with that said everything was fine with my little bun while i was doing it.  He's now 6mo. and getting around on his own.  He's definitely like his dad.  I'm trying to decide if I should get him  piano from Fisher Price like my other boys had or a Bear from Build A Bear that he can grow up with.  I always wanted to get a build a bear for the boys but life attacks opportunities  sometimes. 
     I also had to contact one of my favorite manufacturers today.  I noticed while scanning the store for something for my little one that I always seek them out.  They have been ever faithful as I have been and their products are ever evolving as product should.  Awesome designs and bright colors.  I love Munchkin baby products.  I've been a  mom for 15 years now and I have always had their products in our house.
     On a more common note.  My house is crazy right now.  My fiance and I are supposed to get married, so I went out and got clothes for the men in my life.  Ugh trying to find matching semi matching shirts and ties for all of them was a pain.  I ended up going with White button up shirts with solid colored ties.  Of course in our style.  All colors. Hot pink, red, black, white, and light blue.  My little guy is going to be the only one with a semi striped tie.  My guys are good guys but they're boys too.  Playing, jumping, horsing around and of course making a mess.  Thank goodness for my charts and rewards.  Until next time.  My little Baby Einstein and I are going to be watching our favorite video his brothers and I used to watch.  Signing Time. Awesome. Awesome. Awesome.